Swirled

Challenging thing about being self-aware is having the ability to point out these certain situations highlighted to you that you know had an impact, but not having a hint of the extent of their contribution to your distorted self. Like bitch, that pained me! Then you start to trace why it hurts.. and then cannot catch up to the bullet of memories.. and that’s a dark stoned wall.. and trapped.

But sometimes, alam ko akin. I am too complicated and too much.

pls i feel so proud of myself - me a writer NOT, an artist YES