Grand
To wish for you is a waltz under crystal chandeliers, with the buzz of people in smart dresses, the scent of well-aged wines and the echo of clicking heels. To wish to love with you is not a bid upon the stars but a step on majestic floors, one which anyone cannot just attempt every night to do, too lavish for some to afford.
νμ
That innate intimacy, unable to be concealed, most visible at vulnerability, when one fails at sensibility, is that immediate comfort that could be offered, unaccompanied by a well of thoughts. Just the immediate condolence, absent of prejudice, pure innocence.
And relief, itβs signal. When the sight, the presence, the proximity, hands the certainty of security and the safeness of a harbor, the reassurance, the breaths of finally having a place to calm down, and be at ease.
Haunted
Once resulted into a grin from recollections. Twice compelled a bittersweet smile from faulty regrets. Thrice choked the tranquil breath. To watch one run away and come back with emptied chances is a nightmare. To be forced in an unconscious medium of suppressed memories is an endless torture.
Daisy
But as for me, even breathing could not contest, because no, nothingβs easier than falling in love with you.
You
Itβs during these β when I want to cry and write and keep my eyes closed, but have no idea which one to do first. I am fed a spoon of emotions that makes me want to throw up. As if a bullet was shot right through my throat. All in one go. I am overwhelmed.
Archer
I remember you and think remnants of the once brightest star is evident. I see you and realize its nothing but a grave of everything that used to revolve around it. All the light calling me in, I mistake as its own, only to figure out that itβs just radiance of all the things it once accumulated and those behind it, the only reason I am still able to perceive you.
Curved
No. There is nothing to regret in letting go of a chance that would result in a fleeting hope. No. It wasnβt a slip out the hand. Thereβs no remorse for not watering a seed meant to wither in a couple of months.