maychelene

You

It’s during these β€” when I want to cry and write and keep my eyes closed, but have no idea which one to do first. I am fed a spoon of emotions that makes me want to throw up. As if a bullet was shot right through my throat. All in one go. I am overwhelmed.

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Archer

I remember you and think remnants of the once brightest star is evident. I see you and realize its nothing but a grave of everything that used to revolve around it. All the light calling me in, I mistake as its own, only to figure out that it’s just radiance of all the things it once accumulated and those behind it, the only reason I am still able to perceive you.

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Faceless

I find it easier to speak with people I have been casual with my entire life, compared to those I used to be so close with but drifted away from… even without conflict. They become faceless. I have no idea how to act as I am unable to recall how I was before around them. I don’t know where to land my feet on the situation, nor where such feeling is stemming from. I become blank. I suffer colors.

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🌷

One can be too extreme for someone and too irrelevant for the other. I often dwell around the former. I take the smallest things and magnify them unconsciously. I despise it most of the time, but how I wish people are in my shoes right now.

I wish you are able to weep from an image.
I wish your chest weigh tons from a short clip.
I wish your body aches from thoughts.. of how your choices would affect others below your feet.

This isn’t a holier-than-thou cry. We strive for different things. We fight for the same reasons. You have your own convictions and I have mine. I just wish your fuel source from people.

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maychelene

maychelene

π’Š π’˜π’“π’Šπ’•π’† 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔. π’Šπ’Ž π’‡π’Šπ’π’π’†π’… π’˜π’Šπ’•π’‰ π’˜π’π’“π’…π’” 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 π’Š 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 π’Žπ’Šπ’π’… π’Žπ’† 🌹 π’…π’Šπ’‚π’“π’š